Why....

"Why did i do that?,Why did i say these words, what have i done.! I wanted to feel the pain, the pain im used to... but this is something else. A pain i never felt before. It hurts more then ordinary cutts, i did hurt my soul."

I feel really sorry for something i have done.. did use one word to some one else.. a word i really dont like ..."Hate you"..
im so ashamed, how could i say that.. i should not b forgiven or something.. thats the worse word u can say ... im sorry..


did draw the sketch on paper,scanned ... inked and colored in Oc3.03
time .. have no clue ..
mood- sad, ashamed...
Music- Lain (sad song)..